From Go-Quiz.com

=smiles innocently= play with fire? who me? nah.... =takes out lighter= ^_^" (by the way I think it's other people's safety that they're referring to)

Ah damn. I've not really been enjoying choir that much the previous month.

Perhaps due to stress or something.

But I can tell you that at the last choir session, I finally felt it again.

That that's the CCA I've chosen, and that that's the place where I belong; where I was truly happy.

I really don't know what the future holds for me in terms of my CCA. But I'm hanging on anyways.

Next year, and in the university, I don't know what will happen truthfully. I want to take up tennis and play squash again.

If I end up in NUS, I want to join the anime club just because that's where my closest friends will be. The ones I made in MGS and the closest friends I made in ACJC. It'll be another Spectra.

I don't want to not join the choir alumni (yes I'm thinking very far ahead I know) but it's a huge commitment. And I mean commitment. What with the gang wanting to try out cosfest next year altogether for once, I can't have it coinciding with choir because once I've made that commitment, choir comes first.

God knows how many times I couldn't go out with my friends because of choir and work and CWC and spectra.

I don't want this to be the catalyst for us growing apart, just like what happened to the friends I had in Primary 6 that I've known since kindergarten. And my parents are right. If you give me 7 days a week free, I'll fill them with CCAs and friends and work and then complain about being too stressed.

But come to think of it, I'll still probably end up joining the alumni anyways. Haha. Because the ACJC choir is where my family is. And even if friends are closer than family, I feel a need to be there and that something is missing if I'm not.

Yes, I am quite a confused person. XD